i've got a junior to mess around with anyway. i'm ready to get called a dumb whoreee. cuz apparently i'm pregnant anyway! haha. Brittney's my role model<3 he's just going to use me. no strings attached. i kinda like it :] as long as i keep my A's i'm alright with everything stupid i do. so don't fret. i actually do know what i'm doing most of the time.
On my first day a girl in my science class started talking to me. i liked that. She told me this: "no one else matters but you. 'cause in the end your the only person you have to deal with. Only make yourself happy. everyone else doesn't matter. Don't put them before yourself. just make yourself happy." then i realized; Wow. Those are probably the only words that will ever mean anything to me for a long time. they didn't mean much when you said them. i didn't understand then. who knew that all i needed was a stab in the heart to clear my head. for the first time in a long time i know what i want.
Thanks :]
I hope happiness comes with the choices you make.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From: ********@gmail.com To: *******@hotmail.com Subject: RE: wow Date: Sun, 3 Feb 2008 15:07:59 -0500
Yeah, he’s still at the just-hit-puberty-fuck-everything-in-sight stage.
He’s done it to literally every girl so far this year.
Xyzzy wrote:Haha I don't know why I care anymore. Go ahead **** up. Have fun.
Good to know you could be really mature about the whole thing. I really did care about you, when it was there, I really meant it. I loved you, you will always be my first love.
Go ahead do what you did before. From what I recall, all it ever did was make you feel like shit. Don't think this will ever be any better.
Tell me, what do you think runs through one of the most mature peoples heads you know, to make them do something so Farking dumb like this?
*When I said do what you did before that refers to her sleeping around with our town and the neighboring ones in 7th grade
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XemnasXD wrote:also im not going to stop calling him a cosmic douche, anyone that knows everything about everything, then creates you knowing full you won't end up following the rules he's made up for you, then punishes you for all eternity for it....come on...thats just being a d*ck.
?? So, you and your girlfriend broke up and she sent you that letter and she's calling herself a whore because she is... and you are being nice about it? What's your question?
In my opinion, it's not possible to tell what happened unless you tell us more.
Maybe she IS just a whore, but probably you two just had a fight or something and she's trying to spite you. What you said will make her feel terrible. But she'll think you're a good person.
Basically we broke up and now she's acting like a little kid.
There answered my own question.
should have known not to expect insight from a forum
XemnasXD wrote:also im not going to stop calling him a cosmic douche, anyone that knows everything about everything, then creates you knowing full you won't end up following the rules he's made up for you, then punishes you for all eternity for it....come on...thats just being a d*ck.
Basically we broke up and now she's acting like a little kid.
There answered my own question.
should have known not to expect insight from a forum
You posted emails about crap we have no idea about then expected us to give you an answer about it. So, sorry for not reading your mind, my genius is broken today.
And she's getting raped by a junior? hmmm.... Around here shit like that doesn;t happen... We tend to go after older girls.
btw I thought you were tapping that? Screw her...Its her fault she;s farking up her life...Find another chick with more sense, which will be pretty tuff. Around your age they;re all whores.
