Bro, the Pentagram was a pagan symbol that was characterized by the Church during the Renaissance as Devil worshipers, but in reality has to do with The planet Venus Movement accross the sky, which form a perfect Pentagram, and hence Woman's Fertility. Reasons why Church did this, is to get ppl to leave Pagan religion and join Church. Most notable change was celebration of the Sabbath on Saturday's which the Church changed for the Romans (Roman Catholics) to Sunday, because they refused to give up celebrating their SUN GOD, so it was changed to Sunday. A small tidbit. To the new generation you use it as: Satanists use a pentagram with two points up, often inscribed in a double circle, with the head of a goat inside the pentagram. This is referred to as the Sigil of Baphomet. They use it much the same way as the Pythagoreans, as Tartaros means Hell in Christian terminology (the word is used as such in the Bible, referring to the place where the fallen angels are fettered). The Pythagorean Greek letters are most often replaced by the Hebrew letters לויתן forming the name Leviathan. Less esoteric LaVeyan Satanists use it as a sign of rebellion or religious identification, the three downward points symbolising rejection of the holy Trinity.
So There a bit of history for you. Kind of sad for you bro., I would really like for you to refocus, GOD will forgive you, open up your heart, and talk to him call him by his name YHVH (In hebrew) in english = GOD

Don't know what the other guy is offering you, but GOD offers eternal life, the moment you mark your skin with that symbol, you're rejecting him, and he goes "Death Ears", which means you no longer have his blessings until you repent what you've done. Look up repent - strong word bro. Either way, best of luck...I feel I had to tell you this, you seem a bit lost...More Luv is what we need, not more hate!