Addiction

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:10 pm

Well, this topic is just basically a question. How many people here are addicted to something? If you are addicted to something, what is it? and how often do you do it?

myself... i have a lot of problems... right now i am addicted to heroin, i dont shoot it up, i smoke it, but yea its really not good, i have been doing it every day for about 2.5 months now, and i'm to the point where it would be impossible for me to stop without some perscriptions, i really dont recommend doing this drug... anyone thinking about it should think again. please take my words into consideration... you dont want to be addicted to this shit...

it takes over, you need it, and it makes you spend crazy amounts of money... my habit costs me about 140 dollars a week.

i wanted to post this not to brag, because this is not something to brag about, but in stead to try to help anyone that might be thinking about trying this drug... or any really addictive drug for that matter. It isnt worth it...

it causes a lot of depression, and when you dont have it, you pretty much cant do anything. it controls your life. your body NEEDS it, and you feel like complete shit without it, you don't even feel like getting up out of bed. please people, don't make my mistakes, learn from me.

anyway, i hope i can help some people by posting this.

i posted this in small lettering because i didnt want it reallly thrown out there up in everyone's face... it might be offensive to some people just hearing about it.

if anyone would like my help with anything related to this subject or anything just send me a pm and ill do my best to offer some advice.

alright, now lets hear what ya'll gots to say.

Website · Post by **satman83** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:14 pm

Well i hope you can kick it mate...get help ok

and for me i would say....junk food and smoking

skulldiver · Post by **skulldiver** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:14 pm

well i dont got any addiction myself,but dang psych, you should really try to get off that shit.

really,the longer you keep using it,the more youre body needs it.
if you cant do it yourself,go to some special organisation that can help you

Isis · Post by **Isis** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:18 pm

Addicted to smoking... hmm need 1 now...

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:19 pm

i know i can do it myself, ive kicked plenty of other addictions, even meth.

its just what needs to happen is WANTING to quit... and right now, i just dont want to... i know i should, i know its bad, i know everything about it... i know its going to eventually hurt me pretty badly... but i just dont care, when i have it, its great...

eventually i will get to the point of wanting to quit, and i will take the needed steps... but until then my life is a crazy rollercoaster, either i feel AWESOME... or SHITTY. there is really no in between.

thanks for the encouragement. :wink:

Blackchocob0 · Post by **Blackchocob0** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:23 pm

Yo I won't say I told you so but we discussed that shit in another thread awhile ago.

My mom went through a bout of temporary psychosis kicking that shit. She's still not the same. And I can't trust her. Don't end up the same way bro.

I'm not addicted to anything, in my opinion.

I've got a habit of smoking weed.

I've got a habit of drinking.

I am kind of addicted to cigarettes again. Putting them down pretty soon here, picked em back up after like 6 months cos of lots of stressful shit...

That's about it...I don't use anything else regularly. I take other drugs occasionally but certainly not enough to even call it a habit.

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:25 pm

no matter what i wont become shady... the only thing that made me shady was meth, that shit completely warped my entire way of thinking...

this hasnt changed me much, it just costs me a bunch of extra cash that i really dont have right now...

BuddahBless · Post by **BuddahBless** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:37 pm

You posted on this forums about how "Omg Since I Quit Sro My Life Pwnz0rs U All".

But you're nothin but a dope fiend. =D

_wolf_ · Post by **_wolf_** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:42 pm

BuddahBless wrote:You posted on this forums about how "Omg Since I Quit Sro My Life Pwnz0rs U All".

But you're nothin but a dope fiend. =D

dont speak in such a rude way to other people geez the dudes trying to fix it

7x nuker in a month.....looks like you have an addiction there yourself...to SRO

Blackchocob0 · Post by **Blackchocob0** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:45 pm

Wow. And your name is buddahbless.

You're fucken pathetic kid, I wanna see you say that to somebody's face and see what the **** happens.

Holy shit what a fucken scum bag. That shit pissed me off.

skulldiver · Post by **skulldiver** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:56 pm

what the wolf and the chicken said

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:00 pm

BuddahBless wrote:You posted on this forums about how "Omg Since I Quit Sro My Life Pwnz0rs U All".

But you're nothin but a dope fiend. =D

i never said anything of the sort there misinformo.

yes, a few months ago things were going great for me. i was sure i was going to get a perm position here and i was buying my condo...

now things are rocky, im looking for a new job, and many other things.

well, too bad i can still pay all my bills and still OWN My own place huh? yea, im the typical addict, living on the streets stealing money from your stupid ass.

just shut up with your stupid comments.

Blackchocob0 · Post by **Blackchocob0** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:03 pm

Dude I dunno how that didn't freak you out. Pissed me off.

Maybe cos my mom used that stuff for about 30 years. Dude you can't say that stuff. OMG I really need to hit you in the jaw.

FullHouse · Post by **FullHouse** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:03 pm

PsYch008 wrote:no matter what i wont become shady... the only thing that made me shady was meth, that shit completely warped my entire way of thinking...

this hasnt changed me much, it just costs me a bunch of extra cash that i really dont have right now...

My cousin was a heroine addict. Saw him a few times during crisis, not a pretty sight. It didn't change you, yet. But it will, even more those around you. My cousin took 4 years to get off it, but he made it. Best of luck, as you will need it, don't OD.

Myself, I'm addicted to smokes and drink a lot. Used to be on ecstasy and speed, got off easy. As I didn't even like the shit, mainly took it because of company I was hanging out with. And it makes holes in your brain, and I like my brain. :shock:

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:05 pm

Blackchocob0 wrote:Dude I dunno how that didn't freak you out. Pissed me off.

Maybe cos my mom used that stuff for about 30 years. Dude you can't say that stuff. OMG I really need to hit you in the jaw.

because i am not a "dope fiend" thats why. i can't get pissed off if he calls me something i am not.

if i were a "dope fiend" i would not be paying all my billz and owning my own place, and car that is payed off. so his stupid comments dont offend me.

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:08 pm

FullHouse wrote:
PsYch008 wrote:no matter what i wont become shady... the only thing that made me shady was meth, that shit completely warped my entire way of thinking...

this hasnt changed me much, it just costs me a bunch of extra cash that i really dont have right now...

My cousin was a heroine addict. Saw him a few times during crisis, not a pretty sight. It didn't change you, yet. But it will, even more those around you. My cousin took 4 years to get off it, but he made it. Best of luck, as you will need it, don't OD.

Myself, I'm addicted to smokes and drink a lot. Used to be on ecstasy and speed, got off easy. As I didn't even like the shit, mainly took it because of company I was hanging out with. And it makes holes in your brain, and I like my brain.

for one, you may be right about it changing me, but as soon as i notice that i am changing, it will give a violent shove for me to quit.

i keep my habit really small, i do about a quarter of what all my friends do (who have been doing it a shorter amount of time than me) i wont OD... lol...

another thing, you shouldnt believe the government propaganda about ecstasy, go study it a bit before you say it puts holes in your brain, because that simply isnt true.

FullHouse · Post by **FullHouse** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:12 pm

PsYch008 wrote:another thing, you shouldnt believe the government propaganda about ecstasy, go study it a bit before you say it puts holes in your brain, because that simply isnt true.

I don't have to believe the government. I know what is ecstasy made off, well at least the shit thats on streets. Pure ecstasy is something different.

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:13 pm

FullHouse wrote:
PsYch008 wrote:another thing, you shouldnt believe the government propaganda about ecstasy, go study it a bit before you say it puts holes in your brain, because that simply isnt true.

I don't have to believe the government. I know what is ecstasy made off, well at least the shit thats on streets. Pure ecstasy is something different.

i'm aware of what ecstasy is usually cut with... well, there are many things... usually speed. however, there is no proof that even the pills that arent straight mali (pure) put holes in your brain.

Blackchocob0 · Post by **Blackchocob0** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:27 pm

Ecstacy is so addicting...it's the only thing I think about the day after I thizz...

_wolf_ · Post by **_wolf_** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:28 pm

PsYch008 wrote:
FullHouse wrote:
PsYch008 wrote:another thing, you shouldnt believe the government propaganda about ecstasy, go study it a bit before you say it puts holes in your brain, because that simply isnt true.

I don't have to believe the government. I know what is ecstasy made off, well at least the shit thats on streets. Pure ecstasy is something different.

i'm aware of what ecstasy is usually cut with... well, there are many things... usually speed. however, there is no proof that even the pills that arent straight mali (pure) put holes in your brain.

whatever you do man just get off all that shit
my uncle i used to know farked his entire life with light drugs and then moving to the hardcore shit, now i havent seen him for three years cuz hes probably dead from all of his addicitions and other crap he got into

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:29 pm

Blackchocob0 wrote:Ecstacy is so addicting...it's the only thing I think about the day after I thizz...

only for a little while, then you develop a tolerance (like me) and it doesnt really do anything to you anymore.

enjoy it while you can.

Blackchocob0 · Post by **Blackchocob0** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:58 pm

Haha yeah...gonna have another parking lot thizzle dance party pretty soon here.

Why a parking lot? Cos it's near the beach, and there's no cops, and we have no good house to party at, and at the parking lot we can play our system's as loud as we want.

Itonami · Post by **Itonami** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:29 pm

Mugen, there was a REASON he had it in small lettering. You shouldn't have thrown it out there, imo.

Hun, I hope you can seriously look into getting help. Addiction is a horrible thing, and when it endangers your health, it needs to be taken care of. I'm suggesting you get help, go to your friends or family, find someone who will support you through it and ask them to help you through it. You can at least admit you have a problem, and that's a good thing. it's always worse if you can't admit it.

ranger4life · Post by **ranger4life** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:41 pm

lol your like me, im a lazy ass guy who never wants to get rid of something, i know something bad will happen soon but i just wanna get ready for it yet lol.

its like this:
you really want to quit, but it feels so great having it that you just dont wanna cross the bridge to be a pure healthy guy because it will deal you a huge amount of damage.

im not really addicted to any drugs or nothing, im just OBSESSED(not addicted) to games

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:45 pm

WTF mugen, you are a dimwhit.

feba · Post by **feba** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:45 pm

Nobody can help you if you won't help yourself. Either you're doing this attention, or you need to want to stop =\

That said, I'm pretty much addicted to the internet, and MMOs (the main reason I joined SRO wasn't because I wanted to play it so much as I was literally craving an MMO), I could probably break it if it was harming me, but I consider it a good thing. I am one of those people that gets itchy to leave the mall/arcade/movies/friends/etc to get home and check my email, or wikipedia, or IMs, etc.

I do have a very addictive personality, though. I will latch on to one thing, and suck I can out of it before I get bored and move on to something else. This is one of the big three reasons I don't drink, is because I *know* I'd get addicted.

That said, getting addicted to things is the least of my mental troubles...

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:48 pm

yea i know, i need to want to help myself... thats the issue, im fighting with myself, i know i should stop but i just dont feel like it. its really kinda shitty...

yea man, if you have an addictive personality and you know it, dont ever do any addictive drugs... you would be farked.

what are your other mental troubles? if you care to tell.

Sharp324 · Post by **Sharp324** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:48 pm

BuddahBless wrote:You posted on this forums about how "Omg Since I Quit Sro My Life Pwnz0rs U All".

But you're nothin but a dope fiend. =D

and what are you? But psy bro gl kicking it, you know you need to get off that shit. Seen so many people fall from it, not even cool anymore

PsYch008 · Post by **PsYch008** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:49 pm

Sharp324 wrote:
BuddahBless wrote:You posted on this forums about how "Omg Since I Quit Sro My Life Pwnz0rs U All".

But you're nothin but a dope fiend. =D

and what are you? But psy bro gl kicking it, you know you need to get off that shit. Seen so many people fall from it, not even cool anymore

yea man, thanks, i have been fighting with myself about it for a good 3 weeks now... i just keep fighting and fighting... eventually i will just have to draw the line and just break the habit.

***ANY MOD!! CAN WE PLEASE HAVE MUGEN'S POST EDITED, HE IS BEING A DIPSHIT.****

ranger4life · Post by **ranger4life** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:52 pm

listen to this song, may help you "break the habit"

http://youtube.com/watch?v=7ezSGqbuo0g

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