Grimjaw wrote:Such a shame.
You were special once, and I thought pretty high of you. That's not based on achievements or the attained level of your character, but on the merit of your posts and will to stay true to yourself. And your will to fight for something if you deemed it worthy enough, personal attacks against yourself never managed to tick you off, and you never ran from a fight. I liked the video's you once posted about how Fly met nightbloom and how, over time, even you, created various romantically defending posts, while still posting how nobody likes you because you spoke your mind all the time, how people would dislike you for the person who you really are. What happened to that girl, did she became automated as well? I like to think not, but you have been playing a doomed game from the start and it was also doomed to fail. You failed hard now, the more you expand a thing, the harder it is to control it. When your grasp exceeds your own hands, it might turn around and grab you on your own neck.
You knew this and played along, this is where you fail for me, not in the above sentences.
I remember someone claimed he had proof of you botting once, and made a topic about it, naturally your name brings chaos and drama wherever you go. I read that thread and thought to myself, this is not fair, she doesn't deserve this much personal flaming, the proof was not even clear or sufficient enough, yet they kept flame baiting.
I remember I stuck up for you then, ran to the front of the lines and took a stance, all out of the blue blazing sky, set a world record that day, felt like I did something noble, something old school heroic for a girl, no, a fellow sro player.
Then over time you began to change, I noticed it in your posts and behavior. And it seemed as if nightbloom just forgot about herself and started to encase herself in "Imma empress of sro noobs, and you will all yield to my will" or "I collect smart people" to help you out when the shit would hit the fan, you could always count on their ingenuity to save yourself, to take you, and the whole shit pile which had been ousted over you, down and delete it.
But now that ship has sailed, and now here you are, with nothing more then your thread full of QQ.
I liked you once and while I liked and respected the person behind nightbloom more then nightbloom the sro character.. I cannot help but to think ill about you now, you have defied the very thing you once claimed to uphold, and did so with great wrath and vengeance. Against many who were now proved right, many you seduced, tricked, or arranged for mods and even admins to take matters in their own hands, that was not fair.. For that I will never respect you again.
You could have become so much for so many people, yet after all that time and all those words you said and typed.. What remains of that glory, is nothing more then a empty shell.
Now get you ass out of here botter, you are in rule violation.
Joined: Nov 2006
Thats a nice post. Now time for some reality. The person you claim to have respected so much was born out of this whole incident.
In the 60 cap no one botted. In the 70 cap, nightbloom disbanded her guild and join Avalon, my guild. My guild was strick on botting. No one ever dared to bot in Avalon. nightbloom had to give up a good friend, mastethee, to join Avalon. In the 80 cap Avalon disbanded and nightblooms old guild reformed. mastethee was one of the 1st to join it. Along with this bad apple, came the bots, the scum, and the softmod. Due to this mess of shit and the stuff with Thiefz, I paid the price for it all. I lost my legit character.
When you watch someone you love lose something importent, it changes your views on things. Never again was a bline eye turned on the botting issue. Never again did she not care about people botting. That person you claim to have once respected, that person was born the day I got banned for the actions of the trash that surrounded me. That person was born months after that recording.
When we started on venus, we all agreed on Avalon and the rules of the 70 cap. Avalon is a place of rest for those who seek shelter. Over 50% of our members used to be botters on some other server. Some even botted on Venus before we changed there mind on botting.
From your join date, I can tell you str8 up. U never knew the unlegit nightbloom.