MrJoey wrote:Who says I'm obsessed with dying? Once in a while I'll give it a few thoughts, but otherwise I figure what will happen, will happen and there's nothing I can do about it. Perhaps you have me confused with someone else.
He was probably talking to @op
@Op
Even tho i am not old, just turned 17, i have thought of life and death a lot, and no science ever helped me about this matter, and i struggled over to think what i could do or what would happen when i'm gone, and really got no answer at all, just recently, (no need to flame me for this) i felt like god helped me, i got to say i never believed in god, and always thought i never would, but what happenned to me in the last month i was doing terrible, couldn't focus on anything at all, i even skipped some tests because i didn't even feel being at school, didn't feel like being anywhere, i remembered my dad told me when i asked him if he believed in god: "Even the greatest man will feel like noone is with you, like noone can help you, and at that moment is when people turn to god", so i went to a church(i think i didn't need to go but i didn't feel like being home either), and i "talked" to god, i wasn't begging nor praying anything, simply talking to god, i suddenly felt calm, like if someone just ripped my concerns, that feeling was the best i've ever felt before, even better than sex, now my mind is at peace, even tho i need to worry about several stuff, i think about them more relaxed, when i was walking out of the church my body was feeling so light too, like i've been cleansed.
I think that someone helped me there, and i still feel what i was feeling at that moment, i'm not afraid of dieing.
Edit: i was probably too repetitive but that's just because i couldn't find a way to explain this
Buddhism, I want to be reborn over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.
