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Wow, i hate how life can be so normal, then god says "im gonna screw this guy over" and then your life starts to go downhill

Well, my dad just moved out of our house. Just called my sister and I up to the master bedroom my mom and dad told us. He rented an apartment out somewhere. My sister was crying her eyes out and i just sat there, pinching my hand until it turned blue. I was hoping i would wake up from a dream, but that never happened. I woke up the next day, I was still hoping it was all a dream, but it wasnt. My father had left. That night i also dreamed that my mom died, luckily that was a dream.

and today, i took a peek at my grades, and they are slipping. My mom is scolding me, and I just need a break. I'll probably be away for awhile, maybe this will be my last visit. So when things start to set in place, I may come back, but don't be counting on it.

Goodbye SRF

--San

P.S. I wasnt supposed to tell anyone, but i just had to let it out and i felt this was the best place to do it anonymously.

sorry to hear that man
Sad =(
another good member leaving

Things will work out.

LaloHao wrote:sorry to hear that man
Sad =(
another good member leaving

good thing im still here.

and yeah dude that sucks..

Don't worry, most of the time, problems will fix themselves. In your case you'll live, it won't kill you. My father had a 4 year cocaine addiction that we didn't know about, and almost OD'd once. Now things are better.

I had the same thing happen to me. Except the dream and the grades.
Even to this day i never have contact with my dad..no telephone number no location.

But i do hope things work out for you.

Best of luck.

Really sorry to hear that. Hope things go well in the future.

I hate the QQ threads about shit like this, because most of them are whores trying to get attention. It's easy to tell when they're fake, and i've never had a reason to talk about it either. Same thing happened to me at the start of the school year, except it was a little more complicated. And i've had ~5 deaths in the family in the past year and a half.

About this time last year, my grades were slipping too - I was almost out of University. It's only complicated and tedious at first, you'll get used to it and get motivated to get better grades. I was too proud to tell anyone about my problems, and i'm sure if I told my teachers they would of cut me some slack making it easier - don't make the same mistake.

aww i'm sorry to hear that

good luck with everything, let us know when you're back.

dom wrote:I hate the QQ threads about shit like this, because most of them are whores trying to get attention. It's easy to tell when they're fake, and i've never had a reason to talk about it either. Same thing happened to me at the start of the school year, except it was a little more complicated. And i've had ~5 deaths in the family in the past year and a half.

About this time last year, my grades were slipping too - I was almost out of University. It's only complicated and tedious at first, you'll get used to it and get motivated to get better grades. I was too proud to tell anyone about my problems, and i'm sure if I told my teachers they would of cut me some slack making it easier - don't make the same mistake.

I cannot agree with you more [ First paragraph ]

I'd love to sit here and name all the people that I know for sure were bullshitting about dead loved ones / gender or how life sucks so much a thread seems the most appropriate thing to do ... but oh well I can't ; [

sorry to hear that san be strong and hope things work out for you

Wow, I know you must be feeling really crappy right now Sam, but you just don't get it do you? Some people have it much worse, MUCH worse. Me for example, but you know what I do? I just think how some people have it much worse than me.
Imagine being chinese, having a rather large family (grandparents, cousins, etc.) and finding out they all died in the earthquake except you, that'd be a bit more harsh than "daddy cheated and I do nothing at school", grow up, once you know what real pain is you'll wish you were the age you are right now.

Good luck see you later

dont be to hard now though ...
if you've always had a "walk in the park" kinda life, a setback can be really hard i guess.
for others shit happens more often, and you just learn to live with it.

Anyhow, good luck to you, things will be ok ^^

Sorry to heard that, be strong, and good luck with everything.

dom wrote:It's only complicated and tedious at first, you'll get used to it and get motivated to get better grades...and i'm sure if I told my teachers they would of cut me some slack making it easier - don't make the same mistake.

+1

Good luck even if i dont know you that well i am sure things will work out if you put your heart to it...
Just push turough each day trying your hardest good bye and good luck hope to see you again on the fourms

That's life man. Thing's will turn up though. But then they will go downhill again. It's the way it works. Hey At least you didn't find out you might be a pre-psychopath