Silkroad Online Forums

Jacy wrote:Yeah I know. Makes me barf

i've got a junior to mess around with anyway. i'm ready to get called a dumb whoreee.
cuz apparently i'm pregnant anyway! haha. Brittney's my role model<3
he's just going to use me. no strings attached. i kinda like it :]
as long as i keep my A's i'm alright with everything stupid i do.
so don't fret. i actually do know what i'm doing most of the time.

On my first day a girl in my science class started talking to me. i liked that. She told me this: "no one else matters but you. 'cause in the end your the only person you have to deal with. Only make yourself happy. everyone else doesn't matter. Don't put them before yourself. just make yourself happy." then i realized; Wow. Those are probably the only words that will ever mean anything to me for a long time. they didn't mean much when you said them. i didn't understand then. who knew that all i needed was a stab in the heart to clear my head. for the first time in a long time i know what i want.

Thanks :]

I hope happiness comes with the choices you make.


--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
From: ********@gmail.com
To: *******@hotmail.com
Subject: RE: wow
Date: Sun, 3 Feb 2008 15:07:59 -0500


Yeah, he’s still at the just-hit-puberty-fuck-everything-in-sight stage.



He’s done it to literally every girl so far this year.

Xyzzy wrote:Haha I don't know why I care anymore. Go ahead **** up. Have fun.



Good to know you could be really mature about the whole thing. I really did care about you, when it was there, I really meant it. I loved you, you will always be my first love.



Go ahead do what you did before. From what I recall, all it ever did was make you feel like shit. Don't think this will ever be any better.

Basically we broke up and now she's acting like a little kid.

There answered my own question.



should have known not to expect insight from a forum