life's been spiraling downward for me takng many series of unfortunate events... My girlfriend recently dumped me a few days ago and I don't blame her, my mother died last month in a car accident due to a drunk driver, my dog died about 4-5 months ago because of my carelessness, I'm on academic suspension for missing too many classes/low grades, got fired from my job for not being able to do my work without losing concentration and shifting into daydream mode all the time with my pessimistic views, and im going to get kicked out of my home soon. my car also got repossessed. and to make it worse, my credit card companies are filing civil lawsuits in court against me to recover their money and the creditors always call me every time of the day. i sold pretty much everything in the house to come up with money to pay the bills but seems like that isn't enough.
when i play this game to get away from all the trouble, all it does is make the problem worse. life's just to depressing and too tragic for me, losing everyone I love and everything that life is worth living for. i dont know what to do no more. feel like taking the easy way out and not having to worry about anything for the rest of my life






